Choices

Sometimes I wonder what my life would be like now had I made different choices. What if I had chosen a different first college? What if I had stayed with my science major? What if I took better care of myself? What if I didn't say the thing I did when I did?, etc...

I know that we can't live in the "what ifs", but sometimes I wonder if things would be monumentally different. I know I am NOT alone in this thinking. But I've also thought a lot about the fact that I still know that I am exactly where I am supposed to be. My journey has had a lot of bumps along the way, and I guarantee it is not over yet. But, I look at it this way: maybe the bumps and the curves in the road are preparing me for challenges I don't even know about yet. And for me, I'd rather be prepared.

I know that sounds a little strange, but I have been through things. Things I wouldn't wish on others. Yet, if you were to ask me if I wish it hadn't happened. While I may say yes, I still know deep down that those things have changed me, and have helped shape me into the person I am. Who, by the way is a pretty cool person. Haha.

All in all, maybe I'm not happy with every little thing in my life right now, but I have joy that I HAVE a life right now.

Till tomorrow
~ SB